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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Finally changed my blogskin!! Whew... It was tough lookin 4 a skin i liked.. Hehe... Neway, i find it kinda nice.. Looks a bit like Karin's though.. hehe...

Well.. well.. dunno wat 2 say liao.. ciaoz!

CrApPeD aT 11:58 PM.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Finally d exams ended yest... supposed 2 b feelin relieved bt nope.. now worried abt d results.. damn...

neway, sumthin v v v v depressin happened 2 me on tues... it has really turned my whole like upside down.. i m actually v sad, shocked, disgusted.. I ran 2 d toilet 2 vomit once d incident was over... ( Dun wry.. wasnt raped by ne1... hehe) bt i tryin my v best 2 remain normal wif d rest... i jz cant talk abt dis 2 ne1 u noe.. i told my bf abt dis.. n accordin 2 him, its nt a big deal.. told my parents.. n i gt d same reaction.. even though i practically cried 2 my bf when i told him, it didnt seem like a big issue 2 him... wonder y.. mayb cos i called him @ 7 in d mornin.. cos d incident happened in 5.30 in d mornin... gosh.. Y mz dis happen 2 me??!! I m jz mindin my bloody damn biz 4 gdness sake.. Its like trouble is lookin 4 me.. Mayb trouble has an infatuation on me.. hehe..

Mayb i shud revert back 2 my old self.. trouble did nt like me then... now trouble loves me so damn much.. like a posessive bf.. I jz have 1 wish now... If my life is gonna b filled wif such incidents, i hope i die asap.. Cant stand it nemore.. Haiz.. Nvm.. Lemme jz 4gt abt it 4 now...

Neway, supposed 2 have a cls chalet on... d 29th.. bt i can oni make it on d 1st day... So i m really sry "chalet organizer".. I noe ur v angry.. Bt i dun have a choice.. Really v sry.. :(
will try 2 come by on d 2nd day if i can.. bt i doubt it..

Life has been quite bz 4 me.. So i dun really think 2 much abt things.. i jz take life s it goes by.. realised my 'bro' has a prob wid his life.. i noe abt d prob.. bt i m jz saddened by d fact dat he did nt inform ne of us abt d decision he had made.. he cud have at least talked 2 us abt it.. we mite have been more prepared.. our cls is like a family.. its nt jz abt goin out havin fun.. its abt sharin both ur happiness & sadness wif us.. Guess he did nt noe dat... Hope he will understand dat 1 day...

K then... i gtg.. my post seems v sad 2day.. will come back when i m in a better mood.. Ciaoz!

CrApPeD aT 11:09 PM.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Has been a few dayz since i last updated.. Nt feelin so gd.. Currently feelin v v v drowsy.. dunno y.. have been feelin kinda sick 4 a d past few wks.. So, i tend 2 gt tired v fast.. bt exams r comin.. n i nd 2 start burnin d MN oil! jz had my 2nd coffee of d day n i still feel sleepy.. wat shud i do?! gosh.. m really v tired..

Neway, followed bf go 2 nee soon 2 c his fren gt a tattoo.. i felt d pain when i saw him gettin d tattoo.. remind me nvr 2 gt 1.. hehe... went to LJS 2 grab sum lunch b4 we went there.. long time since i went 2 LJS..

After dat, i jz came back hm.. 2 tired 2 do nethin.. m still thinkin if i shud gt a haircut.. hmm... lemme think 4 a few more mths b4 i make a decision.. now 2 bz thinkin abt proj & exams 2 think abt my hair..

Me goin 2 d Singapore Fireworks Festival (m i rite?).. 12th aug.. Marina Bay.. 9pm.. I wanna go c d fireworks.. Bt 14th aug exams r startin.. nvm lah.. nt studyin 4 1 day wont hurt.. rite? =s

K then.. i wanna go drink another cup of coffee & c if at least dat can keep me awake.. Ciaoz!

CrApPeD aT 9:23 PM.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

1st of Aug!! Nth 2 b happy abt... Aug = sem exams.. so dis is d start of d much dreaded aug.. Nvr update 4 so long.. 2 many things goin on so didnt noe wat 2 write..

2day.. tues.. wat happened.. lemme think.. went 4 csw lesson in d mornin.. Was tot on how 2 search 4 jobs & write resume.. Lecturer asked us 2 search 4 a job online.. N Andy was kind enuff 2 pt out dat a certain job's specs was : *drumrolls* CHINESE ONLY!!!!!!!! It was written in CAPS in the ad oso.. interestin.. I dunno wat 2 say abt dis.. Shud i try 2 understand dat they really nd sum1 chinese or if its jz pure racial discrimination??!! Haiz.. Liddat i better migrate 2 India.. then i can look 4 job ads with: INDIAN ONLY!! Wahaha..

Managed 2 finish NETMGMT pbil bt gt 1 small mistake.. Jz have 2 redo, print d graphs, do d report & hand in by nxt wk.. CNSEC pbil is still a blur 2 me.. Nvm.. Dom will do it & i shall copy!! Haha.. Wat 2 do.. My nephew is such a clever boi.. Hehe...

Since my grp plannin 2 do Dream Home 4 FYP, we went ard askin 4 ideas frm other lecturers and TSOs.. Let's now review their suggestions.

TSOs

1) A floatin hse --> Haunted/posessed hse??
2) Automatic moppin device --> I oso want.. Bt i dun wanna do.. Let sum1 else do all d hard wrk

2 other TSOs promised 2 tell us nxt wk.. So d stalkin will continue nxt wk 2!

Lecturers

1) An excellent idea.. I really liked dat idea alot.. If oni i can rmb wat dat was.. =s

The other lecturers wud b stalked soon!

So, those readin these posts, kindly tell me if u have ne ideas.. =D

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Lately i realized dat alot of my frenz r v depressed.. which is kinda makin me depressed 2.. when i c ppl hu r depressed, i start thinkin of my probz.. (stupid brain wanna wrk OT).. I have been thru a fair share of probz myself 2.. N thinkin abt those probz makes me feel my self-esteem droppin... I did enter poly wif a very low self esteem.. It was slowly buildin up n now i think its gonna drop again.. My self-confidence.. All gone... I dun even trust myself 2 pass my exams dis sem.. Much less graduate.. Oooh.. My bf jz called.. Sudden boost in confidence!! Hehe.. So i jz have a piece of advice 4 all of u.. If ur sad, dun show it out.. Act like ur damn happy & guess wat? U 4gt ur probz 4 awhile.. ur peace returns (kinda).. n u r now more sane 2 make a sane decision..

K lah. gt wireless lab test tml.. wanna go study.. tc! God bless! Ciaoz!!

CrApPeD aT 10:25 PM.