Thursday, August 24, 2006
Finally d exams ended yest... supposed 2 b feelin relieved bt nope.. now worried abt d results.. damn... neway, sumthin v v v v depressin happened 2 me on tues... it has really turned my whole like upside down.. i m actually v sad, shocked, disgusted.. I ran 2 d toilet 2 vomit once d incident was over... ( Dun wry.. wasnt raped by ne1... hehe) bt i tryin my v best 2 remain normal wif d rest... i jz cant talk abt dis 2 ne1 u noe.. i told my bf abt dis.. n accordin 2 him, its nt a big deal.. told my parents.. n i gt d same reaction.. even though i practically cried 2 my bf when i told him, it didnt seem like a big issue 2 him... wonder y.. mayb cos i called him @ 7 in d mornin.. cos d incident happened in 5.30 in d mornin... gosh.. Y mz dis happen 2 me??!! I m jz mindin my bloody damn biz 4 gdness sake.. Its like trouble is lookin 4 me.. Mayb trouble has an infatuation on me.. hehe..
Mayb i shud revert back 2 my old self.. trouble did nt like me then... now trouble loves me so damn much.. like a posessive bf.. I jz have 1 wish now... If my life is gonna b filled wif such incidents, i hope i die asap.. Cant stand it nemore.. Haiz.. Nvm.. Lemme jz 4gt abt it 4 now...
Neway, supposed 2 have a cls chalet on... d 29th.. bt i can oni make it on d 1st day... So i m really sry "chalet organizer".. I noe ur v angry.. Bt i dun have a choice.. Really v sry.. :(
will try 2 come by on d 2nd day if i can.. bt i doubt it..
Life has been quite bz 4 me.. So i dun really think 2 much abt things.. i jz take life s it goes by.. realised my 'bro' has a prob wid his life.. i noe abt d prob.. bt i m jz saddened by d fact dat he did nt inform ne of us abt d decision he had made.. he cud have at least talked 2 us abt it.. we mite have been more prepared.. our cls is like a family.. its nt jz abt goin out havin fun.. its abt sharin both ur happiness & sadness wif us.. Guess he did nt noe dat... Hope he will understand dat 1 day...
K then... i gtg.. my post seems v sad 2day.. will come back when i m in a better mood.. Ciaoz!
CrApPeD aT 11:09 PM.