Monday, September 18, 2006
Had a big fight wif my bf yest.. Cud b fine by now bt i jz cud nt let go.. He is tryin 2 talk 2 me properly n everythin.. bt i jz cud nt let go!! argh!! rite now, i wanna talk 2 him... badly.. bt.. i shud b stubborn once in a while... then oni guyz wud understand d importance of gals.. rite? i m so sick of lettin everythin go so easily... i shall b tough..well, at least my eye is gettin better.. sumthin 2 b happy abt.. bt no1 else cares abt my eye rite now.. xcept my dad... n my bf.. dad went 2 wrk.. nite shift 2day.. so it now leaves my bf.. whom i m nt gonna tok 2!!! y mz every topic lead me 2 him??!! :(
sch startin on 25th sept.. i dun wanna go back!! i still have yet 2 njoy my hols fully... im jz goin 2 sch 4 fyp.. or goin 4 tuition.. 5x a wk.. or jz goin out once in a blue moon.. haiz.. nvm.. at least i will have sumthin 2 do when sch starts.. bt i dun wanna study.. studyin is makin me sick.. bt i really look 4 ward 2 fyp.. i totally like d topic we chose.. n hopefully, everythin will turn out fine.. GOD bless!!!
i jz dun feel like startin sch so soon... i dun feel ready 4 sch... haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. crap!! i dun wanna study... its like i have no life.. xcept wif my bks.. crap!! i want a life!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth.. i shud stop freakin out.. i always bcome seow whenever i fight wif my bf.. haiz..
well, jz smsed him after much tot.. nvm lah. can continue my stubborn-ness another day.. ;)
ciaoz!
CrApPeD aT 9:29 PM.